immm innnn loovvee andd i dont care who knows!!!!

thats a lie. i do care. but... no one reads this blog..
now that im thinking about it, this is a tad skitzo. in all reality im just talking to myself.
but i dont care.
soooooooo here the lastest in my life, cyber world.
i met someone :)
YAY!
we'd never thought that would happen after my many months in emotional rehab after garrett. but it has finally happened. heres the thing. not so sure how he feels. of freaking course. because thats how these things work. its a sick guessing game for x amount of time. and normally im not a fan but in his case... i can wait. not because i care about him less than the others...in fact just opposite. ive never fallen this hard this fast. but i havent felt this way since garrett. the whole, i like him so much more than he likes me thing. cause in the last year ive liked people but not like this. and i want to make this one last as long as possible. and its a terrible feeling. he's liiiike perfect. and i know im not the first to notice this.

he makes me wanna skip for happiness a lot. is that weird?
nevermind.

so anyways yes. life is pretty awesome. eden is coming to my school next week. we have never gone to school together but have been best friends since third grade. im so glad she moved here. like seriously? what would i do without my friends? what if eden and devan never moved here? id be alone...with...jazmine and... mom. hahahahaha nawwww not that bad but still.

what else what else? hmmmm well i have a research project to do and a cheesecake in the fridge so i guess that it. :) k byyyeeeeee jennnaaaaaa.