Monday's profound..ity.

    uh ohhh. jennas been contemplating life again.
i wish that life was one of those magic 8 balls. then i can be like, " heyyyy life! am i supposed to go to _____?" then i would promptly shake it and life would reveal the appropriate answer accordingly.

do you think that theres a plan for each individual person? like your supposed to go here and meet this person and learn this lesson and then BAMMM! your life is set.
but thats just it. what if we're not suppppoooosssseeeddd to do anything? just go wherever and we'll learn all the big lessons no matter where we are.
 ------hold on im on the phone with jakey poo and he's mildly distracting. <3 ------
ok so anyways im back in my centimental mood.
but really. i have been thinking about my life and other human's lives and i just wish i knew all the answers like magic 8 ball life does. ive officially decided that nothing is permanently "in the cards" for me or anyone else. and honestly? if God super wanted us to learn a certain lesson or whatever, then He's gonna do His thing no matter where we are physically. and as far as people go? i think its retarded to be all "i need to move because what if my future hubby is in Maine or Ohio or friggin Virginia??" because your gonna meet the person your really meant for one way or another. and that person wasnt made for you. that person was made to complete you and be your BFF and do crazy psycho things for you that make no logical sense at the time but its just because he loves you and---
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new topic anyone?? yes. alright. sooo...
story time: this one, boys and girls, is about a little girl with a big dream that she had for 10 minutes before it came true.
once upon a time, there was a girl. she was weird. she was also 12. so... nuff said. anyways, said child enjoyed odd activites. such as dressing up in weirdo clothes with her best friend Paige and terrorizing the inhabitants of the local target. but really. it was April 18, 2006 and she was awkwardly celebrating preteenism at Target when something inspired her to look up. above the noise of spring shoppers and the glare of the obnoxiously red decor she beheld a strange sight: windows overlooking the store. she, being the nosey and fearless homegirl that she was, decided to approach the manager and ask him why the heck there are creepy windows spying on our lives at target. Manager revealed that the windows were to offices of the workers behind the scenes. upon closer examination, the little girl saw the silhouette of desks and computers and one bouquet of flowers (swear on my life, those flowers are still there)

she thought that this was just about the coolest friggin thing she had ever heard of in her tender little life and told her mom and friend about her discovery. her words were "mom. it is now my goal in life to go up into those offices. one day, i will do such thing." Now, this young girls mother enjoyed humoring her to the fullest extent because she knew that the little girl was a special little thing and deserved the best dreams in life. so she secretly talked to the manager while her daughter and friend went to sword fight with pool toys. approximately 8 minutes later, a voice came over the store requesting that a j**** r**** meet her "party" at costumer service. she thought "cool beans mom, way to use available resources instead of getting me a phone." but nonetheless, she went. there, Manager instructed her not to scream. which was weird and super creeepy and i dont know why he didnt choose better words to communicate his message. then he said that he was going to take them on a grand tour of the unknown. he instructed the girls to follow. they climbed a spiral staircase behind customer service and walked through the offices. i simultaneously saw EVERYthing ever in that store. yes, everyone. that little girl was me. and i have been in the offices overlooking the target on Mall View street. and the manager's name is Ernesto. and we are stilll friends and i smile and wave at him everytime i go to target... and now, me and paige return every year on my birthday. and that is how my almost 4 yr old dream of working at target, came to pass.

this ties into my theme of profoundity because in the end, we should just look up.




hehe ohhhhh my gosh that was precious. i feel so cool right now.